Chi

so meditation will soon become a great part of my life as i notice my life stabilizing. i found this really cool blog post and ive done the excerise (very sloppy but getting better after each try)http://smallab.parsons.edu/blog/?q=node/13 Its taichi :] i feel as if once i memorize the stances and work on my breathing meditation will follow. idk the type of meditation im looking for isnt relaxing, its productive. its a level above. which allows me to get into my head. idk if this can help me find myself as a person but its a lead so ill take it. umm short post cause its 5 am and im procrastinating. i have a paper to finish. Ps i just finished talking to selin and shes comin to the states for college. i think i showed a bit too much excitement for someone talking to another that havent spoken in a while. i hope she doesnt think im too much but i do miss her. haha. i also went paintballing for free and i had soo much fun!:D what else. mehh essay time. :] ill elaborat later