Kings

Its been a while now since i've changed my pin name to Kings. It stands for great power....independence..and the power to change all in such a way that everyone sees me and understands me. Yep. might make it into my new sn. i need to move away from warcryextremist. lol that which represented my strive to survive. When a warrior fights for what he wants to protect..his life and the life of others a warcry is made. to be a warcry extremist meant to take survival to a completely different level. I wanted to live nothing was going to stop me...even if i had to die again to live properly. I have that now. So i will be a King :]. This blog begins with a sense of backtracking but it should be something new. Congratulations Thomas. This is your 15th blog post. I'd have to say it feels great. Alot has happened recently and idk how to summarize this properly but ill try my best. For some reason i started typing with the wanting to be very happy and just WOOHOO YEAH BITCH. but i guess its always in me to pay my respects. i would toast to myself a fine life and what there is to come. I consider this a bridge passed because now i dont rely on my past to make up who i am. i have enough experiences to top that shit and show people someone new that others will never even need to know what shit i went through to get to know me. I can communicate and open myself as free as anyone else because as shown from blogging. i can open up now and i can see life as a bright future. Farewell, Old Thomas much respects. Speaking of which, during the period i did not blog, i did hang out with phi one on one for a day..just talking..and we ate together and i told her about my new hobbies and i hugn out in her dorm...helped her with her laundry..and she introduced me to some people and laughed together and everything. we were like old acquaintances it felt great to know everything is settled.

Anywho. Change of tone. Umass Amherst! i cannot believeee it was soo awesome. I keep saying this and i will say it again the people there are so awesome. Even though i felt like i kinda just jumped into a group and let myself loose after meeting them, i knew that if i had just a week more wiht them i would fit in just right. I was missing out on a lot of the inside jokes and the type of humor the group carried but it worked out fine. Lauren, being a fascinating host introduced my to well..the people that stood out to me was matt, maddie, sihem, nick, raf, andrew, alex, michael, shoko, gabby, ashley, tim uhh trying to run my head down the hall and see if i forgot anyone.. i knowww i did. but they stood out to me cause we connected and stuck in my head. They were all great individuals that added their own spunk to the group. it was a very clich'eish college i must say but thats exactly what i wanted to experience at least once! everyone in laurens dorm in particular knew one another and it was a very tight community that allowed people to just chill from room to room without any care because each room was just like a doorway to another room to a house :D metaphorically speaking. im so proud of luis. me and him knew each other ever since steppingstone and in steppingstone we would go through thick and thin for one another cause he was always the bold but gentleman guy. he deserved such a great girlfriend :]. Nothing against softspoken people, but i love people that give their own thoughts and luis did that and was himself while always staying pure at heart. much love to that guy. lol anywho.. i can go day to day but that would be strenuous. ill just highlight keypoints i loved and itll jog my memory in the future. Bright sunny mornings with a steep downhill finding cantabs. nights wondering the halls talking to people and talking with lauren. Dinner at franklin. Party at house with beerpong and flipcup..the keg was soo damn ridiculously smooth. lauren took her first shot and i was gone by then. Joyce..she was a nutrition major and she beat me twice in beerpong even though i was playing exceptionally well compared to how i usually do. Hooka in the yard listening to random discussions while looking around the yard at the mini groups of people. meh. i cna go on forever but that should be enough to jog my memory. Myron was a problem but i honestly didnt have a problem with him..in environments such as amherst my patience, which is already abnormally strong, just skyrockets. nothing can take away such a awesome mood. I realized he was having a problem and that it was a problem for everyone else and i tried to help just cause it was disrupting the flow but honestly, i didnt quite care. lol. moses joined us at the end and me and him jogged to the bus at 7:55 trying to catch the 8 oclock bus back with his obnoxious bags and it was super dark. we caught the bus and had a great chill ride back. there was this damn ghetto puerto rican that was playing regge on speaker using his phone. it was bugging alot of people. i could tell because the man across from me occasionally put down his book and rubbed his forehead in distress. anywho. yeah i stole a ring from lauren which belongs to gabby and now i never remove it from my left middle finger unless im showering. it compliments the spinning ring ive been trying to steal from tammy forever and finally succeeded to do. tammy's ring is dumb stuck on my right ring finger. where lauren's used to be. unfortunately, laurens ring bent a bit due to the rough handshakes i do with people. so its safely on my left hand now. tammy's ring is too tough to bend. lol in general though, the amherst trip was a bit of a blur due to my lack of vision. so no solid imagines stuck to my head. i must say though laurens dorm reminds me slightly of my dorm back at nmh due to the brick and the yard next to it everyone chilled on. I enjoyed a very chill long smoke one day on a hill against a tree just chilling. ughh so great. btw. a addition..i realized that al the girls at uma have such beautiful eyes. geez... its like..wow. lol

Today was awesome as well i felt like this has been a very awesome week because im walking outside of my comfort zone. First time i ever went to a hookah bar and it was sooo awesome. i was with omar pammy danny matt renee and this other girl i cant seem to remember her name. i feel like me and the girl were very compatible though. This other girl, for the sake of it, well call her mala because shes from malaysia and goes to upenn with pam. she has a very interesting life story and me and her walked much slower than all the others back to the car(when we were about to go home) just talking and taking pictures. shes so fuckin leet at smoking hookah cause she knows how to smoke right. one tug with her is like..a fuckin cloud you cannot see through and it sits there. one tug for me is like..i was outside on a cold day. lol. it was a great experience though. in the car me and her shared shotgun and it felt very natural having my arm around her lol. not because im creepy we were chill but just cause we had a very nice formal and proper introduction. anywho. afterward we went to bertucci's and we lavished in the great food because apparently, including me, noone ate all today and we were fuckin starving. i sat across from mala and thats when we got acquainted. the lasagna was just..so fuckin delicious..probably because it was such a awesome time. matt, funny thing is hes gay as well. and he was aweosme him and renee were like one of those gay guy and striaght and single girl COUPLES like. they were beastie. ahaha. we played a game..damnit i forgot what it was it started with a p..ill definitely update this entry when i remember but it was a weird word. its a car game and everytime you see a car with a fucked up headlights you have to hit the roof of the car and say that word. its like punch buggie lol who ever hits the roof last looses. who ever sees the most wins. we actually saw alot of them. lol like at least 20 ahha and we were in the car for no more than like..30 mins each ride. yeah in order to perpetuate the group essence we had another inside joke as well like.."Ooh your THAT GIRL!" ahha regardless of gender if you were caught being clumsy you were called THAT girl. lol matt was the only one that wasnt clumsy until the end when he tripped. haha and the funny thing is we...mostly matt said that who ever is THAT girl last at the end of the day will be THAT girl forever. ahha he was that girl. haha. fun ass group.

more good news! IM STAYING AT NEU! i dont give a FUCK lol im staying in cps and that means im only going to have to pay max around 15k woot woot. go me. but yeah. this blog is getting long. im in such a good mood right now. the only thing that messes it up is the fact that my pool skills are SOO bipolar. i bought a pool stick for 60 bucks! 150 retail price. thts a steal i'd sya even though its used a bit. anywho its very light for me but its so balanced that once you get used tot he weight the strokes are VERY RIDUCULOUSLY smooth and the stick does a fine job amplifying the sutle differences i want to do with the white ball. for positioning. its pretty much...too good for me. lol cause my stroke isnt solid enough so a small mistake is a really big mistake with my cue. but i got used to it for a short period of time and managed to clear kevin with him 5 balls left for three games. that means he only got 2 in each game and i only h\gave him two turns max. lol. my stick is so godly. but yeah. its too much for me XD..ill get used to it though!!! well ttyl guyss i guess im backk?