Saturday, May 23, 2009

Someday! Oh Someday!

In many ways they'll miss the good old days
Someday, someday
Yeah it hurts to say but I want you to stay
Sometimes, sometimes
When we was young oh man did we have fun
Always, always
Promises they break before they're made
Sometimes, sometimes

Oh, My ex says im lacking in depth
I will do my best
You say you wanna stand by my side
Darling your head's not right
I see alone we stand together we fall apart
Yeah, I think I'll be alright
I'm working so I won't have to try so hard
Tables they turn sometimes.
Oh someday.
I ain't wasting no more time.

Trying, trying.

And now my fears, they come to me in threes
So I, sometimes
Say "fate my friend", you say the strangest things
I find, sometimes

Oh, My ex says i'm lacking in depth
Say I will try my best
You say you wanna stand by my side
Darling your head's not right
I see alone we stand together we fall apart
Yeah, I think I'll be alright
I'm working so I won't have to try so hard
Tables they turn sometimes.
Oh someday

I ain't wasting no more time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8CqkUrKFDk


So this is my favorite song right now by the strokes. Your task is to find out why, cause after 17 years the rule still holds. The song(s) im addicted to during that period of time relates to me the most. :] In other news, Interesting date umm what was it...i recall it was the day of my AP test so it would be a little less than month ago. It was probably one of the happiest days :P. Time to try to remember shit as i type okay..what happened that day...humm. Ap physics test happened and it was 3:16 when they called and the test was suppose to end at 4 but didnt end until 4:20. Whos the they? well i found out after the test northeastern called and i was accepted into foundation year! woot woot. yeah i was running through the halls excited. Me and aleyda went to hang out to celebrate her finishing of everything and my acceptance :] we went to visit Nathan, her bf, at a baseball game then we hopped on a silver line to downtown to eat at wendy's. lol. umm..yeah it was just a day full of smiles :]. That same day something very interesting happened. Im not sure if i ever wrote about it in any of my entries or matter of fact told anyone. But ever since i could remember, i had really keen intuition when i was little and i helped my sister find stuff cope with life problems, and at times warn her and anyone around me for danger cause usually it was right about unlucky occurrences that coulda been avoided if i spoke up. idk, my brian subconsciously knew how fate worked. it wasnt until i was 11 that i fully understood my own intuition though since it was made up of just..moodswings and fragmented thoughts. So it took me years to find a pattern and understand my own intuition. By the time i mastered it. It vanished because Phi popped into my life and an intuition like that needs a clear mind almost vulnerable cause i need to get the mood swings in order to know if my intuition was telling me something good or bad. but yeah. So the last time i felt it was like..what? 7-8 years ago?. tell me why a month ago when i was looking for my messenger bag cause it disappeared from the face of the earth i felt it again. It was VERY bad too and for once in like..years i was scared shitless. okay lets rewind a bit. My parents, ever since i was a wee boy had closets full of huge jackets that they "saved for when i was older" well im 18 now dude and ive yet to try on a single one and actually expect to continue to wear it. Well i went close to them and i feel a shiver but its no biggy, i always get shivers here and there (forgeting that used to be a strong warning for when my intuition was warning me) but yeah i tried on this trenchcoat that was so long it hit below my halfway of my shins and it was like..muddy kaki color. The longer i wore it though. the more shivers i got. it suddenly got cold and thats when my intuition started acting up, as its doing right now. I remmeber it was like screaming in my head TAKE THAT FUCKING COAT OFF GET It OFF GET IT OFF. i swear that coat was haunted cause i legit could not bear it. so i threw off the coat and left it on the floor until my parents woke up and asked them where they got the coat. Once they said "filene's basement" my intuition told me otherwise and a picture of a abandoned warehouse flashed through my mind. My sister believes in my intuition cause it helped her many times. so when she heard that it awakened again she was at first really interested, then surprised then as scared as me XD. yeah..its kinda creepy how it happened cause of a coat. I touched the coat again today but only got a shiver, probably cause of what happened the last time. but idk. well.it pulled down my mood completely and i wasnt even exicted for NEU after that anymore T_T cause i was like a little kid rocking back and forth in my chair scared shitless. lol Phi was a huge part of why i became so mentality keen and it was the reason why i continued to grow mentally. but i always forget that i was kinda destined for this. cause of my keen intuition that started it all up and i woulda grew out of my intuition and i woulda stayed at a level a little bit higher than the average mentality but yeah, its what started it. As for everything else in my life right now..ehh bunch of shit. this whole entry was about a little less than a month ago :P beside the song, i still do really like that song >.> lol

1 comment:

Lauren said...

I thought this post would've been more like.. "YAY! I got a trench!" But noo. What happens to all the close you don't wear? :o