and i digress...

for the next 2 months theres no more fucking around..i tell myself that everytime...but i have the minimal resources that are necassary to take the next step....lol everyday starting today i wish to work out for an hour or 2...100 pumps on the left and 50 on the right....50 push-ups..and 50 sit-ups respectively.lol..ill also wear my ankle weights around now that i have an exscuse to wear my boots. if i dont do my exercise for one day then it will be pushed onto the next. that simple...lol..i dont know if ill keep to it but ill try my hardest because its necassary. i was going to title this entry PASSION cause that is the lesson to be learned this net 2 months...but i didnt feel like it.My life has been just dandy these past days, ive become obsessed with skateboarding and was | | that close to adventuring to houses helping them shovel for chump change. lol..which reminds me that i also still want guitar hero and an mp3 player. All not a xmas wishlist, if you get that idea..but just a goal and once i get these materialistic items then i know that ive put effort into it and it paid off..lol...eh everythins happeneing and nothings happening..lol..i just cant wait to get that smell of retirement